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09/12/2024
Dear reader,
First log on this page! And it makes me anxious to think of posting it.
When I first added "blog" in the navigation I thought I'd update next year, once I change high schools and actually have something mildly interesting to talk about, new classmates, new subjects, blah, blah, blah. Nonetheless, an idea's been weighting on my mind lately: I realized that I really want to write a book. Ever since I was a young kid fiction has fascinated me, I guess I find the real world too dull, this infatuation has brought a desire to contribute somehow, or maybe, to stop daydreaming about other's creations and actually build something with my own hands (more like keyboard). I'm unsure of whether this silly project will amount to anything in the future or not, but I learned that my motivation is quickly lost when I don't announce my plans to someone. That is to say, I think that ---even if no one reads this entry, ever--- by writing about my desire to write something else (pun intended) I might actually get the motivation to finish the story someday.
Lastly, and completely unrelated to the topic of today's entry, you may ask why this is written as a letter... well, why not? I'm fond of writing letters, even if I don't have who to write them to.
Yours faithfully,
VP.
06/03/2025
Dear reader,
Today was my first "day" at my new high-school. To say day, without quotation marks, would be an overstatement: we were told to go at 9:00, and we left at 9:30. I barely slept at all, only to stay for half an hour. When I got there, many students were chatting outside while others waited indoors, the moment the vice principal turned on the mic the ones outside huddled near the hall. But instead of giving us a warm welcome like you would expect her to, she went on random tangents, about wearing the uniform, how girls mustn't wear mini skirts and only clothes their size, that she disliked when people turned their backs while she speaks, etc. To be honest, I pretty much ignored her. My last principal was kind of similar. Then they finally started calling people to get to a classroom. I thought I might end up with a friend, but I was almost the last person named in my group, and she was the second named in the next one.
Once I entered the room, last, I struggled to find where to sit, but after some "excuse me"'s I ended up in the centre. The teacher basically repeated some of the points made by the vice principal, including not leaving the school while on lunch break. Then, she said that she did not allow cellphones inside the classroom if they weren't used as an educational tool. She told us where the library, one of the assistant's/secretary's room was, the toilets. By that point, the assistant/secretary assigned to our group appeared and repeated yet again some of the stuff we had already been told.
Lastly, she left, and the teacher told us to go home. Many stood in line to take a photo of our timetables hanging unto the board ---and so did I---. As for my classmates, they were all complete strangers and did not seem very friendly, but I'll try not taking that to heart.
Today is Thursday, tomorrow I'll go again (earlier than today) and then I'll have the weekend to waste my time on.
Yours faithfully,
VP.
06/04/2025
Dear reader,
At first I thought about updating about my school life once a week, then I realized it's way to boring for that, and, I would forget to do so anyway. In the end I'll just write whenever I remember to.
I guess this kind of "update" needs for me to put my feelings into words. Well, I don't know how I feel about school at the moment, my current classmates are most definetely better than the last ones ---I spent 4 years with the most inseffurable people--- but that doesn't mean I like them that much, or talk to them for that matter. They aren't explictly rude which made me forget they are, in fact, inmature teenagers. And of course I'm an inmature teenager too. Just not in the same ways they are, I try not to interrupt the lessons or my classmates, but they don't seem to care about that. Plus, I find they are WAY to comfortable being mean to eachother online, they will get into petty arguments on the class groupchat every week for no reason (or maybe that's the way teens in my city have fun? Who knows?). As for more specific complaints, mm... one of my classmates is changing classes due to the school having too many groups that are way to big ---so they're adding a new one--- and my classmates were poking fun of her in a passive-agressive way in the groupchat ("she was so fun to be around!" "a shame she won't be in our class anymore!" but in spanish... and also badly spelt), which is... iffy to say the least.
I've spoken to a few people and only a few times by this point. No one seems that similar to me. And even though it's stupid to even think about it, my birthday is next month and I wonder if anyone will notice or care at all. That isn't to say I don't have any friends, I do, just not in my class, and that isn't to say I'm not in friendly-terms with anyone, I am. I'm just a weirdo introvert.
Whatever, I always manage to forget uneventful years. And I'd rather for it to be uneventful than dramatic. I still hope I get to make more friends, maybe even with the new class starting this monday, though I'll only get to see them during the break.
Yours faithfully,
VP.
11/09/25
Dear reader,
Past few months have been hectic to say the least. My grandpa passed away in July, exactly 28 days after my birthday and that really took a toll on my dad's mental health. On top of that, our relationship with the rest of the family is hanging on by a thread (to say the least) and maybe his death snapped it. I know how sad that makes everyone who knew him, even those who hurt him in the past. Yet, I was never that close to him and only have fuzzy memories of child-hood to remeber him by. Still, I do get melancholic when thinking about him, I guess I wouldn't like it to end like he did. I want to have a happy, joyful life, but that might be hard to do.
On a lighter note, the situation with my classmates has definetely (god, I need a spell-checker, is that correct?) improved! I talk to at least half the class every school-day, without feeling as anxiety ridden as I used to. There are some which I'm at least 90% sure consider me a friend too, and I've learned to ignore the 4-boy-group that truly grinds my gears. My classmates have also encouraged me to be more open about myself, somehow, maybe because they seem more confident than I could ever be. Sometimes I do get sad, though, as I can't always be happy, when realizing some of them have known each other for years and will keep in contact even after we graduate while I'm weary if that will be my case.
Yesterday, 10/09/25, I began going to a sort of "micro internship" for high-school students. The government's educational department does that sometimes and it so happens that my biology teacher's group, which included me, got accepted. It's a fun chance to learn something new, since we're in the more social-humanities branch of education, and I also get to skip the school day and walk over to the university which I might enroll into in the future. The topic we were assigned is about a specific kind of parasite and parasitic disease that exists pretty much only in my country. Seems dull or grim, but I've always liked learning about parasites so I'm rather glad this is what we'll be learning.
Overall, I'm not doing too bad. Except for the fact that I caught my dad's cold and it's been a bit rough with me. About the third paragraph (last log), I did end up inviting one of my classmates along with my old friends to go eat at a restaurant, but lately I feel like the group has been drifting apart. I don't mind as much as I thought I would, I mean, I knew this would eventually happen as it did once I graduated primary school. And I feel less worried now about "fitting in" or not.
Yours faithfully,
VP.
02/10/25
Dear reader,
These past few days I've unable to sleep well through the night. Maybe I've lost some of my social anxietes, but other, new ones, have been occupying my mind. In one hand, I still don't know what to do of my future. I've always loved literature and have maid off handed comments to my parents about writing a book. I feel like that's what really drives me, yet, I know they don't take it as seriously as I may do. At the same time, my "professional" plants were to study International Relationships. But... I would need to travel, rent a place, and live in the capital for at least four years which is honestly dissappointing. Not only does it have the highest living-cost of south america, but I much prefer the quietness of a town and not the buzz of high speed cars, drunk college students, or possible mugging.
Nonetheless, on a lighter note: spring has finally arrived to the southern hemisphere! It is most definetely my favourite season out of them all, summer is second place. I just love seeing the flowers bloom, and if you've checked my About Me page, you'll know I'm quite fond of flower pressing. Another good news is that I hung out with my olf friendgroup. We went to the cinema and saw the latest Demon Slayer movie. Even if I haven't seen the anime, the constant monologuing and flashbacks pretty much helped me figure out what was going on. And I swear, beyond all else, that one of the moons is based on the Undertaker from Black Butler, I SWEAR. Anyway, I'm a bit unsure about my current circle, they're a bit rowdy and sometimes talk about other's behind their backs, but you can't expect more from a public high-school.
Lastly, even though this month marks the anniversary of my grandpa's birthday I'm very overjoyed about another topic! (sorry grandpa, I love you). There will be a geeky convention involving cosplays, dance shows, and a bunch of other stuff which I'm looking forward to. I love meeting like-minded peope and some of my friends will go as well. I will need to save some money to buy silly trinkets.
I think that's all for now. I'll later check for misspellings, it's 12 am where I live :[
Yours faithfully,
VP.
07/10/25
Dear reader,
A guy gave me this two on the bus yesterday. That's it, that's the log.
Stop overthinking it, and let yourself be loved
and every time we kiss, I swear I could flyEach time you kiss me, I feel like I'm flying
respectively.
Yours faithfully,
VP.
10/10/25
Dear reader,
Today I went to my local anime convention for only two hours >n< . I had English lessons some hours afterwards and had to leave earlier. Some of my classmates even snuck out and went home even though the teacher had signed us up for a free entry... Anyhow, this was the most boring day, and the good part will come the next following days when the cosplayers show up! I still bought some stuff that I'll upload once I'm less tired. Plus, I won two quizzes and had to step on stage to go get them. Tomorrow I'll be helping out on my English Institute’s anniversary during the morning and then going to the convention until late noon. Will report later o7
Yours faithfully,
VP.
12/10/25
Dear reader,
Sorry for not updating on my day at the convention yesterday. I was real tired and I couldn't wait to get home and sleep. Not that it matters that much, I bought a bunch of stuff and, since I've already placed some of them around my room, I guess that instead of taking photos of every single one I'd rather name them later —once the convention is over. By the way, today is the thir and final day of the convention and I'll be going later than usual so I have more energy to stay until the end. Yesterday I took a ton of pics with cosplayers and because today the jury will finally appear (and therefore there will be a competition), I hope I can get more photos!
I don't have much money to buy outfits or customers so I closet-cosplayed Puppet from... there's no need to say which game by this point, even my mum knows it. Today, though, I'll just dress up casually and not put much makeup on. My parents are convinced that every single geek is a percerted freak, which I won't deny for some of us, but I one hundred percent believe the whole city is unnaturally insane (and liking dress-up as and adult does not make you a pervert, being a pervert makes you a pervert, and depending on how much of a pervert you are, most times it's fine). Anyway, rant's over O_o
Yours faithfully,
VP.
14/10/25
Dear reader,
The convention truly left me without energy and I could't possibly bring myself to write this log sooner X^. The final day I didn't buy much, I was there mostly to see who would win the cosplay competition and the kpop cover one. I did buy my parents two keychains though! I witnessed a 4-match rap battle, found out my friends knew the winner and had actually gone to highschool with him for a while and even played card games with the guy ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. By the end of the event I ate some hotdogs with a friend of a friend (that's kinda my friend) and went home. I had lots of fun, took a bunch of pics with different cosplayers, and recorded the aftermath of the whole day–––the entertainers singing a Dragon Ball ending. I'm unsure wether to post some photos or not, but I'll list the items I bought below:
- Four big stickers from the same booth: Pomni and Jax, a cat-eared Wanderer and a grumpy Ciel.
- Like 15 sticker from a random sticker pack: a monokuma I traded with a friend later on, the baka trio, Jinu's bird-thing, Appa from Avatar, the OG fnaf characters, one Nimona, the dan da dan characters, one Venti, Legoshi and Haru from Beastars, the Yuri-on-ice duo, (apparently) Satori, Tetsuro and Kozume from Haikyuu, Aizawa taking a nap, Senku Ishigami from Dr.Stone (that's an anime?) and two Junji Ito stickers (Tomie and Spiral girl). And then a kuromi pack, which I gave the My Melody and Pompompurin ones to a friend.
- A fan with a traditional japanese painting as the background (too weaboo? whatever)
- Some figurines: a tiny Rei, a bigger Sebatian, a miniscule Gothitelle.
- 3-D printed Jinx photo.
- Two plastic yellow gummy bears as earrings.
- Some photocards: A blackpink pack for a friend and a Han (SKZ) I picked out and got for free!
- For my school bag: a big Miku keychain, Teto and Neru ones, an Alice Madness Returns one and a Sebastian pin.
- And lastly, a Misa card and a mid-sized Ciel portrait ^-^.
Anyway, this convention is always the event I look forward to each year. Those in the capital get to have Comic-Con every once in a while, but this was the fifth edition of this convention in my city. I'll be ready to save money and buy more trinkets next year! Exam season, really just a week, is starting soon so I may not be that active. Sorry ;p
Yours faithfully,